started our affair on his first day of wrk... all along i disagree tis kinda of relationship but it happened to mi .... i myself also duno why... but why issit him?? a guy who i broke off 4yrs ago... nw he's married to someone else... i dun wan to spoil ppl marriage but wat can i do?? ever since broke wif him 4yrs ago.. nv one day i stop tinkin abt him... haiz!!! i reali dun wan to be like tis.. feelin cant be hidden... wat can i do??? ntin but to carry on.. we once lost contact for like almost 1yr.. but we did manage to get contact back...