thx for givin mi the sweet moment ..
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let's start wishin from my kor first ..
kor merry christmas to u and family .. hope everyting goes smoothly ..
next my darlin shoppin kakis chattin mate , audrey teo .. thx for everyting .. lent a listenin ear to mi when i need .. company mi when i'm down .. thx for all the ting u've done .. really appreciate ..
next my buddy , darren .. thx for lendin mi ur ears to mi when i need .. all the best to u and baobao wish u two happiness and lastin ..
next my bro , derek lee weiming .. thx for comfortin mi when i need .. hope everyting goes smoothly and may u find ur happiness soon ..
next my precious moment , tan heng yong , thx for the care and concern u've given mi .. thx for lendin mi ur ears when i need .. thx for lendin mi ur shoulder when i need it to cry for .. thx for everyting ..
next is kelvin , thx for all the recent care and concern .. reali appreciate everyting .. duno wat to say abt u .. there's many many ting i wanna tell u .. but let's eveyting goes on naturally ..
oh ya forgotten abt my qin ai de , yenny , thx for companyin mi when i'm dwn .. lookin forward to another holiday trip and clubbin times ..
den my another kor , keith , kor i'm sorry for nt gng dwn to graxs .. reali sorry abt it .. will drop by these few days .. wish u and yenny long lastin and may ur career 蒸蒸日上 。。
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were like shocked ytd evenin den went out .. went to picked joline and went dwn to panjang plaza .. meet kel over there .. companied her walked ard and buy her tings .. den went to newton circus for dinner .. haha had quite some fun althou onli the 3 of us .. after eatin kel drive mi to chinatown square to deposit money .. guessed wat joline did ? haha opened the wrong car door .. haha tat car ppllor .. haha she herself was so embarrassed tat she hid in the car haha .. went off frm there to boat quay .. reach boat quay was like wah .. so crownded lor .. haha first christmas celebrate at boat quay .. haha had so much fun over there .. got ppl high got ppl drunk haha .. interestin xmas eve ..
gng to prepare le .. haha
update when i'm back ltr .. most prob mornin le haha
kel came picked mi up 8plus .. went over to w.m hse to pick him .. waited for him and buddy .. buddy's drivin haha .. went over to tiong bahru plaza to pick baobao den back to jurong east to pick w.m gf up .. went over to panjang plaza to meet the rest of their frens .. headed to bottle tree park for their fren bday .. reached there din saw the bday boy .. so mi and baobao went to find a place to tok .. after awhile went off frm there .. went to eat at yishun blk 848 .. after eatin duno wanna go where .. so they send mi hm .. and nw i'm hm sweet hm le .. haha wat a borin fri nite i haf today .. still plannin whether to go out alone mah .. it's SoOoOoOoOo BORED .. gettin sick and tired of my life .. haha
i go sleep liao .. althou cant sleep .. gonna force myself to sleep .. nite nite nite nite
went up to kor's place the other days .. quite a few days no see him le .. he's gettin better .. i'm glad .. all his wound had dried up le .. tink few more weeks he will be gettin well le .. kor waitin for u to recover soon .. we can go out together again .. everyone misses ur laughter , ur nonsense and ur companion .. ur mei mi misses ur naggin hahaha ..
after kor house went dwn boat quay again .. we like 离不开 alcohol lor .. haha drinkin everyday .. quite fun lor .. challenge pool .. and tryin to break de high of photo hunt .. haha stayed til abt 3plus den went hm le .. gng off tgt wif kel as he bookin in camp in de mornin .. and i'm wrkin too ..
ytd finally went to have my hair trim .. haha was like 3 to 4mths tat i last trimmed .. went dwn to Reds at Takashimaya to trim .. i dun like the trainee over there .. wat a service lor jus requested to blow my hair for more volume and body the second time , isnt tis suppose a trainee shall do?? givin mi those 不爽 de face lor .. as if i owe her de .. i paid to have all tis service done lor .. angrie angrie lor ..
after hair trimmin meet my darlin and we went shoppin again .. haha both of us intendin to buy one top and change haha but in de end onli i'm de one buyin and changin haha .. after tat met up wif buddy and baobao haha my poor buddy .. been bullied by us all de way frm de moment he met up wif us haha met up wif zhirong and jessica at cineleisure ..
as usual went dwn boat quay after tat .. nt as happenin as tat day but still enjoyed lor .. went hm 3plus again .. coz kel is tired .. haha
home sweet home ... finally finish bloggin ..
i'm tryin so hard to avoid u but everytime i'm alone playin game or wat , u will jus appear in front of mi .. why ?? why u gonna do tis to mi .. yes i admit i'm happy coz finally i've gain ur attention but ur behaviour towards tis is jus for the sake of makin mi happy .. wat's the point ?? i'm jus puttin a happy front jus to make sure it's cover my saddness .. tis is nt mi .. i knw some tings are meant to be slow in process .. i dun wanna rush too .. let nature take its course bah .. jus hope u will treat mi frm de bottom of ur heart ..Test results
Tests: What do you really want in life?
Your score: 60
Being loved by all (35-60 points):
Serene, you often feel wronged by others. What you would like most is to be acknowledged in what you have to offer, and be respected for it. You're often angry at yourself for adapting more to other people's will than you should. But maybe deep down, you already know why do that: your secret wish is to be loved by everybody! You should try to show more of your own personality: people who don't respect you for what you are don't deserve your friendship in the first place!
it's time .. it's really time ... finally !!!!!!
tat's all for today
recently been rainin heavily .. nv went out to anywhere except kor's hse .. haha
got to knw fem kel, he kena confinement for 30days .. i was like Wah .. jus becos of one sheet of glass ?? haha ridiculous .. zhirong also kena confinement .. but was onli one weekend .. haha due to late for reportin to camp .. duno wat's wrong wif us tis grp .. all was like so bad lucked lor .. maybe it's time to go pray le .. haha
dunno wat to write le .. continue next time i'm ready for bloggin .. hahaha
went dwn boat quay wif kor .. as usual rainin bar .. met weiming and his gf there .. den later on hazel and gangs came followed by zhirong .. wasnt my day ytd .. lose while playin 5-10 wif weiming .. haha surprised rite ?? out of sudden kor said tis to mi " stop tinkin abt him lar " hahaha he can read my mind leh .. haha
wat's gng on ?? my ex eventually msg mi asked mi wanna patch up mah .. is he insane or desperate ?? knwin my heart nw got 'him' .. why must he do all tis ?? hopin mi to go back to him ?? i'm sorry u are too late ..
jus nw on the fone wif zhirong .. he gave mi advice .. he asked mi one question .. will i be happier nw or later when i knw the outcome ?? haa~ maybe yes maybe no ... i dunno either ..
Arghhh ..............
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我走在左边你的左边
看得见幸福的平原
也许你并不会察觉
这就是我的无声的冒险
我走过晴天阴天或雨天
那几年就叫做永远
这一切消失之前
我会对自己说
我要永远永远在你左手边
meaningful song ..
cook dinner play game and chit chattin .. later nite receive msg frm kor.. givin mi advice .. and i got to knw alot of tings which all hide frm mi .. sat went over aud hse again .. stay there til 10plus de went over to boat quay .. on the way i send him hm .. we chatted alot .. duno is he hintin mi someting or he jus say it out casually .. but nvm since i alrdy decided wat to do le .. over at boat quay we partied til mornin as usual .. even thou quite a few of them nt there .. still enjoyin myself ya .. coz my long lost buddy was there, Eric haha the one who teach mi 5-10 and dice .. thx to him!! ytd went vivo to meet my darlg .. went window shoppin for x'mas presents .. den went dwn to geylang to meet the rest .. den went to have dinner at Old Chicken Hen, ordered 1veg, 1 fish slice, 1soup and hot plate tofu .. guess hw much ?? $53 onli lor .. it's so cheap lor .. haha after tat went dwn to rainin bar .. first time went dwn without my kor .. feelin kinda weird ..
duno why i sudden got the urge to walk dwn to the riverside .. sit by the aisle, tinkin lots of ting ..
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想听的话
慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂
这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎
想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎
想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化