Monday, June 30, 2008

FULL STOP FOR EVERYTHING ...

i'm no longer in his heart anymore.. he got someone better.. i shld had realise it earlier.. shldn't have pin hope on it.. it's really hurt..

to mi.. he den told mi tat they saw both of them last sat was at graxs with the usual grp.. ltr nite the rest came dwn frm bugis.. heard frm kor tat kel brought his new gf along.. he told mi to be strong and to accept the fact.. haiz!! i tot kor was lyin to mi at first so i confronted zhirong.. it's true.. everyone saw them holdin hand tgt when they reached pub.. when i heard tis.. i was lyk wtf he jus got released abt 2wks ago and eventually got himself a gf le.. wat a 'gd new' of the day.. at tat time my mind was totally blank.. wat can i do?? at tat very moment i onli tink of drinkin.. kor knw i wanna drink so he company mi a few glass before we proceed to our smokin break.. everything was still ok until kor said " knw u cant hold any more longer.. if u wan cried i cant do anything onli can lend u my shoulder.. " all the past memories of mi and him appeared in my mind be it gd or bad.. cant hold any longer.. tears start rollin dwn non stop.. heart's bleedin inside.. yes it's pain.. very very very..
it's time for mi to let go le.. no point holdin on to it anymore.. let's bygones be bygones.. ENDED!!

ytd met up my buddy, darren , darlg audrey, yong zhirong and his wife tgt wif ah long and hong jin at cck 216 cofy shop for dinner and drinkin session.. it been ages since we met up.. kinda happy to them.. buddy happy belated bday to you.. knw u cant forget her too.. but no matter wat u got to let go of it ok?? ltr nite he came dwn to meet us.. he wasn't alrite when he reached.. heard tat he been gng drinkin before meetin us.. it's hurt mi to see him lyk tis.. but i cant do anything.. i'm in no position too.. everything ended ard 2plus..

不要在想恋.. 不要在挂恋.. 不可能会回到身边..

刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 3:31 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

mr ah beng (liangyu) happy 22rd birthday to you !!!

last sat went dwn graxs to celebrate beng's bday.. had so much fun disturbin beng.. went to buy a cake for him secretly haha he didnt knw abt it.. told him tat there was no cake for his bday hehe our motive was to make him sad.. so mi and his bro, danny went dwn to 7-11 to buy jus ONE slice of FRUIT CAKE for him.. tat cake was added wif "extra ingredients" haha martell and beer on it.. yuck!! went to get one candle from pub.. haha when the clock strike 12mn the bday song was dedicated.. he saw the "CAKE", was stunned for the few seconds.. he must have hate mi at tat moment.. haha cos it's was my idea of doin tat.. went dwn secretly to prepare his bday cake.. brought it up and had him to make a wish and blow the candles.. he was stunned thru out.. din managed to take the photo of it.. sorry beng!! the next moment everyone was askin him to drink.. haha due to too much drinkin, some misunderstandin started to happen.. but lucky everything was settled peacefully..
after graxs went dwn boat quay rainin bar to continue drinkin.. haha tat nite had a total of 7 bottles of martell, one barrel and 3 jugs of beer.. haha in the end all become drunkard..


after 3mths and 2days.. finally got to see him le.. the feelin was awkward at first.. but slowly turn annoyed cos he was sms-ing the whole nite.. i got no right to ask him who was tat as we were alrdy the past.. i jus dun feel good in my heart.. i used drinkin to hide my feelin and everything.. but too bad anthony kor saw thru mi.. haiz!! at 249am he came forward to tell mi he's gng off le.. nv expect he's gng off so early lor.. he told mi he got trainin the next mornin.. but he told mi something tat reali let mi feel happy.. he told mi the next time i msg him ask him out he will come out no worries.. hahaha happy lor..


miss him so much ...

刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 9:22 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

finally after 3mths of waitin .. he replied to my msg le.. dated 160608 17:43
i'm happy at tat moment.. darlg must feel happy for mi ya haha.. hopefully tings will be back lyk last time.. let nature takes its course... reali hope to see him soon.. miss him so much..



刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 12:12 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

past few days been gng out drink with anthony kor.. went to club st, DXO .. got my qin ai de to company mi go drink .. below are some photos taken at club st
more of drinkin sessions pls kor.. hehe poor kor got his leg injured last fri ..


yen and mi


yen and mi ..


why tis expression??


anthony kor and mi


beng and rene

刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 2:58 AM

Saturday, June 7, 2008

hey guys.. i've randomly uploaded some pics.. pls forgive mi for the late uploadin.. hee ~
enjoy ur weekends and cheers!!!



haha.. guess wat he's eatin??


is he drunk or tired?? hahaha


'ke yi mah?' haha who's cuter??


stone!! haha he's half drunk.. :P


shy???


ken's bday..


wat an expression?? haha


is tat kandy?? so sweeeet haha


xiao xin , joline , kenny


mi and yenny


mi and yenny


wat's happenin??


isn't he girly wif the hairband on?? haha

刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 4:33 PM

Friday, June 6, 2008

recently so many frens bday.. haha whole of june are occupied..
happy birthday to those who bday is comin AND
happy belated to those who bday were over... hee~

recently drinkin as usual..
mon - went to pub fabulous at club st wif anthony kor and his frens
tue - went club 97 wif anthony kor and his frens
wed - went dwn graxs wif yenny and keith.. helped ken celebrated his bday..
thurs - stayed home cos kinda tired.. nid to rest !!

life nw was so so so bored and sian for mi.. wanna go on holiday but no one seem to be available.. haha hopefully when someone saw tis will ask mi go on a short trip hahahaha..

anthony kor, tat day u said tis to mi "i knw u are still unable to let go of kel.. i knw u wanna wait but issit worth it?" kor.. i duno whether issit worth anot.. but at least i gave it a try.. jus hope tat there's a miracle to everything.. kel, hw are u inside? hope u are gettin on well.. do u knw i miss u badly? haiz.. really hope to hear from u when u are out..

刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 1:21 AM

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