I Had To Let Him Know I finally met somebody.
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 3:03 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
let mi start updatin frm thurs .. guys sorry it's gotta be a very long blog ..
thurs :
suppose to meet vivian (qin ai de) for eye lash perm-ing .. but in the end din meet up .. i'm sorry tat caused joline (graxs) to miss out the chance of doin it .. gal i promise u next time i wont last min back out ok ?? end up meetin anthony and w.m at bugis .. went to anthony's sis wrkin pub for one jug .. aud supposed to meet us up but in the end i dunno why .. haiz tings started to change when everyone are attached ..
fri :
tis a special day for mi .. haha
went dwn jurong east to meet yong to take back my phone .. wth .. my fave and precious phone spoil at tis time .. sob sob .. kel came dwn to meet mi den went to pick kor up .. went dwn to bugis to have dinner .. after tat went dwn to arcade to play awhile before headin to graxs for vivan's bday .. met up wif eric and gangs over there .. althou the place we had over there was kinda small but did enjoy lor .. tat day my mood was reali bad at first .. drank martell at graxs den went dwn rainin bar drank almost 2-3 mugs and i'm on the verge of gettin drunk .. went out of pub to vomit .. haha after vomitin even more drunk .. kor came out .. he knew why i'm lyk tis .. he confronted kel in front of mi but i'm jus too drunk to listen to anything le .. haha den kor told mi tat mi and him is an item nw .. haha i'm shocked and happy .. kel thx !! i've waited for tis day for quite sometimes le .. kel , finally i've touched ur heart ..
sat :
din went to out due to my overshot of drinkin .. haa kel came dwn to meet mi den went to pick kor up .. went dwn bugis for dinner again haha went to eat seoul garden .. after dinner met up wif liang yu (ah beng) , went dwn to arcade to play games again .. after tat went dwn boat quay as usual .. haa ~ althou onli mi kel kor w.m and eric tat gangs .. we really got alot of fun lor (photo will be uploaded) .. total drank away 2barrels and 2 bottles of martell haa ~ kor drunk the first time .. vomited ..
sun :
ytd went east coast for seafood dinner (photo will be uploaded) wif eric and gang , mi kel kor w.m and joline .. we got lots of fun while havin dinner cos of my joker bf kel .. cant stand him the whole nite .. after dinner went dwn cue room at boat quay for few session of games .. billard and pool .. after tat went to rainin for a drink .. haa ~ as usual .. i was touched when kel told his fren i'm his gf haha .. tis is reali very surprisin coz we jus started onli ..
kel : thx for this 2 days de care and concern .. u reali treat mi very gd ..
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 5:35 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
went hm frm boat quay without lettin anyone knw beside kor .. jus wanted to disappear quietly .. halfway back hm kel called .. but i didnt ans .. den kor called mi usin weiming phone askin mi why din i ans kel call .. haiz jus give him excuse say i din hear de phone ring .. lame excuse haa ~ tokin to him i knw he's high le .. drinkin and drinkin so much .. wat can i do ? let him be lor .. tellin mi to reach hm msg him .. i din say anything .. reach hm i msg kor sayin i'm hm askin kor to tell him too .. he called mi askin mi why i dun msg him .. i jus say i also dunno why lor .. haa ~
i dunno is u drank too much or is reali frm ur bottom of ur heart .. u told mi u miss mi haa ~ first time ever .. i'm touched and happy .. finally my effort to u is nt wasted .. overheard ur conversation wif buddy tellin him .. in a r/s got to give and take .. yes tis fact .. got to sacrifice .. i can sense the way of u treatin mi .. we are more closer den before .. thx for all the givin in .. i knw sometimes i'm abit wildful ..
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 2:55 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
cny ard the corner .. some how dun reali lookin forward .. hearin frm my parents gonna go over my grandpa house at malaysia .. i feel sian .. haa ~ maybe some tink tat celebratin cny oversea is better den here .. i dun tink so .. kinda borin over there .. got to start to tink of excuses to stay here if nt i gonna suffer .. hahaha
been pubbin these few days .. as usual haha
joline (rainin bar) : gotta say thx to u for those indirectly help haha u knw wat i'm tokin abt ya ..
u've been treatin mi better den before .. i'm reali glad .. i'm still waitin for tat very one day .. hopefully tat one day will come before my bday .. haa ~
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 4:16 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I'm no longer alone.
This time it is different.
I can't stand it when he's gone.
Everything in common.
A scence of humor that makes me laugh.
Things never get old.
I even forget about the past.
He always has a smile.
His arms that feel so warm.
I feel the real love off of him.
Like the summer wind that swarms.
Strange how things work out.
People that you meet and see.
The least expected things happen.
It most definatly happened to me.
Even though I'm not much to show.
More hard core on the inside,
but I had to let him know.
I haven't known him long.
Seems like I've known him for years.
It's always a happy moment with us.
No anger and finally no tears.
So many memories in 3 short months.
An when I look at him I think,
I love it when he gives me that grin
and most of all that wink.
I've noticed this one thing.
It's been growing more and more.
It's grown so strong since the beginning.
Now he's the man that I adore.
I'm not a dramatic person.
I don't let my soft side show,
but I had to let it out.
I had to let him know.
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 3:49 PM
am i begin childish ?
am i begin immature ?
am i givin in too less ?
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do u knw i'm worried ?
do u knw i care ?
do u knw i miss u ?
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 3:12 PM
Saturday, January 5, 2008
new year had passed 5days ..
the care and concern i wanted was given to mi ..
i felt pampered once again ..
hope tings are gng better den before ..
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 2:48 PM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
happy new year to everyone and myself ...
there gone 2007 .. many unhappy tings happened .. and it's over le ..
here come year 2008 .. hope everyting is gng on smoothly ..
tis time i got to celebrate new year in a special way .. welcomin new year in plaza sing cinema watchin aliens vs predators 2 wif the special one .. enjoyin all the care and concern he gave mi recently .. enjoyin the times i spent wif him recently .. he's reali sweet .. hope all tis last ..
thx for everyting recently .. thx for givin in to mi .. thx for toleratin 刁蛮 ，任性的我 .. i'm sorry if i'm begin too wildful .. i'm reali feelin blissful and fortunate to have u by my side ...
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 2:57 PM