tis mornin 3plus got back frm teck whye mac .. was suppose to meet aud but duno wat happen end up no meetin but yong was there .. chatted wif him on quite lots of thing .. recently my life was kinda bored .. beside hangin out wif anthony and rest tink there's reali nth for mi to do le .. without him i'm reali lost .. somehow kinda miss him .. i can be cheerful in front of anyone but when i'm alone ?? who can understand wat i'm gng on ?? simply too hard for mi to describe .. in a r/s no one is rite or wrong .. i cant blame him for leavin mi .. maybe reali lyk wat zhirong told mi .. i'm nt his type or he reali nt prepare for it .. haiz tink i gonna stay single for a long period of time .. let mi change myself to de better first .. tis time i got to be firm wif my decision .. no more slackin .. i'm so upset by the change .. nth seem to be on the right track .. our grp are gettin smaller and smaller .. one by one nt comin out to drink .. everything change so fast tat i nt gettin used to it .. sometimes i'm reali bored .. but stayin at hm i got nth to do also .. jus hope our grp can be back as hw it used to be in the past .. i reali missed those day ..
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 3:45 AM