i'm no longer in his heart anymore.. he got someone better.. i shld had realise it earlier.. shldn't have pin hope on it.. it's really hurt..
to mi.. he den told mi tat they saw both of them last sat was at graxs with the usual grp.. ltr nite the rest came dwn frm bugis.. heard frm kor tat kel brought his new gf along.. he told mi to be strong and to accept the fact.. haiz!! i tot kor was lyin to mi at first so i confronted zhirong.. it's true.. everyone saw them holdin hand tgt when they reached pub.. when i heard tis.. i was lyk wtf he jus got released abt 2wks ago and eventually got himself a gf le.. wat a 'gd new' of the day.. at tat time my mind was totally blank.. wat can i do?? at tat very moment i onli tink of drinkin.. kor knw i wanna drink so he company mi a few glass before we proceed to our smokin break.. everything was still ok until kor said " knw u cant hold any more longer.. if u wan cried i cant do anything onli can lend u my shoulder.. " all the past memories of mi and him appeared in my mind be it gd or bad.. cant hold any longer.. tears start rollin dwn non stop.. heart's bleedin inside.. yes it's pain.. very very very.. it's time for mi to let go le.. no point holdin on to it anymore.. let's bygones be bygones.. ENDED!!
ytd met up my buddy, darren , darlg audrey, yong zhirong and his wife tgt wif ah long and hong jin at cck 216 cofy shop for dinner and drinkin session.. it been ages since we met up.. kinda happy to them.. buddy happy belated bday to you.. knw u cant forget her too.. but no matter wat u got to let go of it ok?? ltr nite he came dwn to meet us.. he wasn't alrite when he reached.. heard tat he been gng drinkin before meetin us.. it's hurt mi to see him lyk tis.. but i cant do anything.. i'm in no position too.. everything ended ard 2plus..
不要在想恋.. 不要在挂恋.. 不可能会回到身边..
刁蛮公主 remembered at ;; 3:31 PM
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24thFeb1985
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